I was writing this blog post and got into the middle of a very personal and emotional bit about this painting when the page crashed. The internet didn't crash. My web browser didn't crash. My computer didn't crash. Just this page. I feel like I needed a minute to re-think what I was saying. So I'll just say this... This painting is going to be the hardest one I've ever done. It's a gift for someone I love dearly. He requested it of me long ago and I haven't been able to emotionally deal with painting it. But the time has come. I don't have any good references, he wants the references I do have to be combined, and I'm emotionally involved. All of these are a wonderful recipe for a grand disaster. So if you ever wanted to see a painter struggle, just keep following along with this one. It should be a great exercise in trial and error and trying again.