Beyond the Horizon

What lies beyond the horizon?

I see only confusion ahead. 

The dark comes at me sideways,

Although there is just as much light.

The dark seems to get to me first.

Every time.

Am I coming or going

On this long road?

Will the seeds I've planted along the way

Continue to grow if I move on?

How will I nurture them 

If I'm moving toward the confusion?